A couple of weeks ago, I was out in our flower bed pulling up all the weeds that had so quickly grown up.
Most of them were pretty easily removed. I gave them a good tug and up they would come, root and all.
As I was pulling I came across a weed that no matter how hard I tugged it just would not budge. I had to dig and dig some more in order to get the root loose enough to pull it out. It had just sprouted above ground a couple of weeks before, but the roots were so established in the earth that it was a much tougher job to remove that particular weed.
God spoke to my heart, and as I examined my own life I quickly jotted down this small prayer in my journal…
Over the past couple of weeks the Lord has been revealing weeds, and as I yield, He pulls.
Today though, He begin to dig…
The Lord spoke clearly to me this afternoon, through the voice of my Pastor as he shared this little story…
“Once upon a time, in the heart of an ancient Kingdom, there was a beautiful garden. And there, in the cool of the day, the Master of the garden would walk. Of all the plants of the garden, the most beautiful and most beloved was gracious and noble bamboo. Year after year, bamboo grew yet more noble and gracious, conscious of his Master’s love and watchful delight, but modest and gentle withal. And often when the wind came to revel in the garden, Bamboo would dance and play, tossing and swaying and leaping and bowing in joyous abandon, leading the Great Dance of the garden, which most delighted the Master’s heart.
Now, once upon a day, the Master himself drew near to contemplate his Bamboo with eyes of curious expectancy. And Bamboo, in a passion of adoration, bowed his great head to the ground in loving greeting.
The Master spoke: “Bamboo, Bamboo, I would use you.”
Bamboo flung his head to the sky in utter delight. The day of days had come, the day for which he had been made, the day to which he had been growing hour by hour, the day in which he would find his completion and his destiny.
His voice came low: “Master, I’m ready. Use me as you wish.”
“Bamboo,” The Master’s voice was grave “I would have to take you and cut you down!”
A trembling of great horror shook Bamboo…”Cut …me… down ? Me.. whom you, Master, has made the most beautiful in all thy Garden…cut me down! Ah, not that. Not that. Use me for the joy, use me for the glory, oh master, but do not cut me down!”
“Beloved Bamboo,” The Master’s voice grew graver still “If I do not cut you down, I cannot use you.”
The garden grew still. Wind held his breath. Bamboo slowly bent his proud and glorious head. There was a whisper: “Master, if you cannot use me other than to cut me down.. then do your will and cut”.
“Bamboo, beloved Bamboo, I would cut your leaves and branches from you also”.
“Master, spare me. Cut me down and lay my beauty in the dust; but would you also have to take from me my leaves and branches too?”
“Bamboo, if I do not cut them away, I cannot use you.”
The Sun hid his face. A listening butterfly glided fearfully away. And Bamboo shivered in terrible expectancy, whispering low: “Master, cut away”
“Bamboo, Bamboo, I would yet… split you in two and cut out your heart, for if I cut not so, I cannot use you.”
Then Bamboo bowed to the ground: “Master, Master… then cut and split.”
So did the Master of the garden took Bamboo…
and cut him down…
and hacked off his branches…
and stripped off his leaves…
and split him in two…
and cut out his heart.
And lifting him gently, the Master carried Bamboo to where there was a spring of fresh sparkling water in the midst of his dry fields. Then putting one end of the broken Bamboo in the spring and the other end into the water channel in the field, the Master gently laid down his beloved Bamboo… And the spring sang welcome, and the clear sparkling waters raced joyously down the channel of bamboo’s torn body into the waiting fields. Then the rice was planted, and the days went by, and the shoots grew and the harvest came.
In that day Bamboo, once so glorious in his stately beauty, was yet more glorious in his brokenness and humility. For in his beauty he was life abundant, but in his brokenness he became a channel of abundant life to his Master’s world.”
God stopped by New Hope Church to speak to His “bamboo” this afternoon. He has been digging deep, revealing those weeds that have large roots that are further down in my life, and today as I submitted to my Master’s hand, He cut…
He cut my pride, my desire to be more than He has called me to be, my dreams that are fueled by my own carnal desires, my need for certain peoples approval, and my total dependency on their applause. Every vain ambition, every leaf and branch that may seem beautiful and right to me, but is not needed in the work that He has called me to…He is pruning me, cutting every weed and oh, what pain.
I have agonized in prayer today and it has been both exhausting and exhilarating.
I may never be the most grand in the ‘Garden of God’s Glory’, and that is ok… I can say that in all honesty, it is just fine with me!
Cut me, Master and make me useful for You! If I am to be only a channel for water to Your harvest for the rest of my days, let it be so, only use me that You alone will be glorified!